So I thought I had the recurring “back in college/ they realized i’m a fake/ I have to go back to high school” dream all solved and it was over. But it is not over. I had another one last night. It’s always the same, more or less, and it never ends. I’m lost, trying to figure out if I ever passed the last exam, I know everyone knows I’m a fraud… and then I find out I’ve been worrying for nothing… it’s all okay. Nobody cares.
The fact that this one will NOT die is significant.

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April 24, 2008 at 5:44 pm
t4toby
Sounds like a run-of-the-mill anxiety dream. I used to have those, where I had to count to one million before midnight, and it was like 11 PM.
The impossibility of the situation always scared the crap out of me…
June 19, 2008 at 3:27 pm
Lambency
Somehow i missed the point. Probably lost in translation
Anyway … nice blog to visit.
cheers, Lambency